… as cool as the 90’s were they had nothing on this week. With in only 7 days we had 1 ear infection, 2 pink eyes (2 different kids that is), 3 people with lice and 2 head colds… this was only one weeks span.
I have been pretty angry this week. I know that I am doing God’s will. Our lives have been changing immensely. Hubs has joined a men’s group that goes DEEP and i have been doing a small group that goes DEEP. In the midst of that i started a new job at my church, Aaron started doing sound, we have been getting our finances in order so we can be better prepared for our future and i think because of that someone is not happy about it.
My pastor’s wife gave the staff a verse to dwell on this week because illness and financial burdens have been ‘plaguing’ all of the staff these past few weeks:
“James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ, To the twelve tribes scattered among the nations: Greetings. Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.”
James 1:1-6 NIV
While my anger has come and gone this week, i keep coming back to this verse. Joy. I find joy in that this is a season. I find joy that my kids and my husband and I are ok.
I find joy in the fact and we are on the correct path, the tough, sicko, financially draining, but so worth it path.
I hope that if any of you are struggling this week with anger, hopelessness and/or depression that you find this passage encouraging.